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A sixteen-year-old, junior in high school. You'd think she'd be done with playgrounds, by this point in her life. But no, immaturity, especially of this sort, was a talent of hers. She'd still go trick-or-treating on Halloween, even. Though the girl was short enough, at only 5'0, that when in costume many adults didn't realize how old she actually was. A definite advantage, because free candy was always good. Except when giving by suspicious-looking strangers on non-Halloween days. You know, the ones who look like exactly the type to lure a little girl away from her parents and then kidnap her. Well, she was no longer a little girl, but she still had that slight fear.
Which made it slightly odd for her to be hanging out around a playground at night -- which is exactly what she was doing -- but there was no better time to be there. During the day, she'd get odd looks from both parents and children.. obviously thinking she was some sort of kidnapper. Or drug-dealer. Crazy assumptions. She wouldn't even give out candy, actual candy, to other kids.. because she'd want to keep it for herself? So if she did happen to be into drugs, why would she want to share them with anyone else? And what the hell would a sixteen-year-old do with a kid she'd taken? Seriously. Parents could be very irrational.
But anyway. Immature or not, Rowan was in the playground at midnight. And despite the dark, she stood out quite well. Her silver pants, like skinny jeans made from some sort of shiny material, reflected any available light. And her shirt.. long-sleeved, skintight, and white.. didn't do much for blending into the shadows, either. And so even with the faint lighting from a few street lights, anyone passing by would be able to see her clearly. And anyone who knew her, would most likely be able to recognize her even without a good look at her face... by the outfit and where she happened to be... or, when she happened to be there. How many other people really hung out at a playground at this time of night?
And from the looks of it, none. Because as far as Rowan could see, the place was deserted except for her. And that was a disappointment.. while she could handle being alone, usually she'd just rather not. Anyone was better than no one, right? Well. Maybe not anyone. She wouldn't be too thrilled to run into one of the actual kidnapper/drug dealers that parents always assumed her to be. Okay, a drug dealer wouldn't be so bad, as long as it wasn't a violent drug dealer. But a kidnapper-type would probably have her hiding in fear, whether or not she was actually the type someone would bother to kidnap. She'd read too many messed up books involving that kind of thing.
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”Dude, get the fuck off me.” With a rather gruff scowl, Seth ripped the collar of his jacket out of the grasp of another masculine figure, casting a quick glance around for any other people who appeared to be in the park. It was late and therefore he doubted anyone else was likely to be there, shaking off the feeling of being followed. ”I told you I’ll get your god damn money; I just don’t have it right now.” Ah, what a lie. ”I better have it tomorrow Matthews, or I’m gonna force it out of you.” The same male had taken hold of Seth again, threatening him with his fist. Seth had no intentions of paying his father’s old buddy off for a bit of weed and morphine he had smuggled to him a few weeks back though he kept feeding him lies. ”I told you to get the fuck off me.” Bringing back his fist, Seth let it meet the tender flesh of the other male’s lips, jogging off before he had time to realize what had happened. It wasn’t necessarily the fact that he was afraid of getting beat up by this guy but the fact that, knowing his father’s group, he was sure to have a gun on him somewhere or someone lurking in the shadows for backup.
Seth had a serious problem, that was for sure. Rather than staying home to be with Camden, he made sure that he was tucked again out of harms way while he himself slept with classmates and got completely fucked up off the drugs he smuggled onto campus. Sure, he hadn’t had an extremely enjoyable life so far and thus, this was the way to live it up. Surely Seth was a danger to the world but an even greater danger to himself. No doubt the world was quite corrupted and would only continue to erode itself in its years but Seth certainly wasn’t helping matters. He was aware he should have been a better person in order to successfully get his point about things across but what had been the fun in that? Well, nothing really. Many doubted Seth had an ounce of sense or seriousness to him but in reality, he did. It was just difficult for someone like him to portray that through his actions or appearance. His hair had always been multicolored and his clothes invited a new craze. He was who he was and the world needed to accept that. He didn’t intend on changing for on particular person or the entire human race. Nuh uh.
Wandering along off the path of the park, Seth did his best to keep a close eye out for anyone. The last thing he needed was some cop stopping him at this point. Seth had visited with the “PoPo” probably just as much as he had visited with his friends. He was quite sure that alcohol had run in his blood seeing as each time a cop stopped him, he was given a breathalyzer test which had often proved positive even without a drink for a few days. Then again, Seth not having a drink for a few days was quite a rare occasion. His friends had certainly enjoyed having to bail him out every so often and while they all threatened that particular moment would be the last, they always managed to help him out the next time around. And what exactly was he busted for? The question was what wasn’t he busted for? It was all there: resisting arrest, mooning an officer, disorderly conduct, underage drinking, drug possession, truancy, destruction or public property, harassment toward other students. Oh yes, what a trouble maker.
It had taken a few minutes walking before Seth had even become aware of another person in the park. He pulled his hood over his head, squinting through the dark in attempts to figure out just who it was. Obviously, it wasn’t a cop seeing as he or she was on the playground and the form looked much to slim to be a man. Stepping a bit closer, he recognized the features, gasping playfully. Sneaking up behind her, Seth leaned close to her, whispering in her ear. Boo.” He wrapped his arms tightly around her before giving Rowan a chance to run as she most likely would try to, licking her face in Seth’s normal fashion.
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Hearing a 'boo' whispered into her ear, Rowan almost jumped up and ran. But arms were wrapped tightly around her, preventing that kind of thing. And maybe it was a good thing, because as soon as she had a second to think the situation through, instead of just react automatically, she figured there was no reason to be running. Though she'd just been considering all of the awful people she could run into at a park at this time of night, she knew one thing: none of them would be whispering boo in her ear.. Which left a few possibilities: either this was some stranger who enjoyed scaring people he (because she could tell it was the voice of a guy) didn't know, or this was one of her friends. And the second of those two choices seemed much more likely.. Especially considering that the voice sounded very familiar. And him licking her face confirmed her suspicions: It was Seth, not someone creepy. Even if some people might consider him creepy (but those same people would consider Rowan to be equally creepy, so..)
Turning around in his arms, to face him, Rowan smiled. "You scared me half to death," she accused, though she didn't look angry.. just a little shaken up from it. "I was just thinking about all the awful people I could be running into, and then you sneak up on me.." Rowan laughed, looking up at him. "But since you're here, I guess I don't have to worry about all the scary-type people?" Hmm, she still had this childlike idea that he was invincible.. maybe, because she'd known him since she was a child. He was older, and it always seemed like he was stronger and braver.. She used to think he was the most amazing person in the world. But then he'd left, and she hadn't seen him for a while, and she realized that maybe he wasn't perfect. But that still didn't get rid of all her childlike ideas. In her mind, he could beat up all the bad guys. Invincible.
And so she always felt safe with him, like he'd protect her if anything bad happened. She couldn't explain it, it was just how things were. Kind of a silly thought, considering he wasn't all protective of her like an older brother or parent might be.. Meaning, he was always willing to get into trouble with her, rather than make sure she was 'good'. But he was her friend and he probably wouldn't be if he wasn't willing to do anything that she considered to be fun. And fun often included breaking rules, it was as simple as that. "What're you doing here?" she asked after a second, curious. Not everyone came to the playground at this time of night, after all.
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If Seth was a girl, which was a terribly disturbing idea, he was quite sure that he would have kicked any guy who approached him in a not-so-pleasant place both for his own enjoyment of seeing him suffer for grabbing him as well as to warn him off. Ah, but he was oh so glad that Rowan hadn’t decided to do that in his case. Oh yes, that would not have ended well. To get to the point, it would have ended with him rolling on the ground in pain. Nope, not a place he wanted to be. Kudos to Rowan for leaving his junk alone. Then again, he was sure he was going to have to talk to her about protecting herself. Silly girl.
Seth was sure he would have scared just about anyone to death considering the fact that he was a punk, dressed completely in black for the sake of sneaking around, and also taking in the current time. Had he been some nice little jock boy out for a pleasant stroll in his uniform, Seth was likely to be left alone, even given a greeting by any passersby though looking as he did now, well, that could cause him a bit of trouble. People were always judging Seth, that’s just the way it was meant to be he supposed. Honestly, he could have cared less, going on the way he was. Cops tended to pull him over more often than necessary though it could have been on account of the trouble his father had gotten the family into as well.
”Who says I’m not one of those awful people here to rape you? Huh, HUH? What are you gonna do about it?” He teased playfully, flashing a devilish grin as he loosened his grip a bit. Seth always had his hands on his friends whether he was hugging them or gently harassing them. He just happened to be one of those touchy-feely type people though when it came to Rowan, he had to watch himself to make sure things were too apparent with her. In their younger years, he was used to protecting her and holding her whether it was because someone had picked a fight with her or she was in harms way. He regretted not being there for here over the past few years and honestly, he didn’t see many ways to make up for just leaving her.
The pair had only recently ‘reunited’ as best mates over the past few months and despite the fact that Seth absolutely loved his band life, he regretting ever leaving Rowan without any contact info. He didn’t know why he had done it; he supposed he just got tired of life with his family and decided to pack up and leave. Now, it felt as though he had betrayed the girl he grew up with, the one who knew every possible thing about him. A hand slid to the back of his neck, scratching it in hesitation to answer her question. Well, he wasn’t about to tell her that he was settling drug deals. ”Just walking.” Letting go of her completely, he hopped over to the slide, going down it like a giddy five year old before sticking his tongue out at her.
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Joined: Jun 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 21 Karma: 0 |  | Re: too.oldforthis? [open] « Reply #4 on Jul 3, 2007, 8:06pm » | |
Rowan couldn't help but laugh at the idea of Seth being an awful person here to rape her. Right. Although, maybe other girls could possibly worry about that.. he did, after all, have an obvious punk look to him, something that caused quite a few people to immediately assume things. Like him being dangerous. But she knew him too well for that. If anything, he'd always protected her. Never tried to hurt her. The worst thing he'd ever done, the only thing really that hurt her, was leaving like he did, disappearing from her life completely for a few years. But she'd forgiven him for that quickly, not wanting to miss out on having him now because of something from years ago.. what good would that do her?
Maybe the girl was too forgiving, though. Too trusting. Honestly, she had the silly little belief that everyone was really a good person. Maybe because she couldn't imagine ever wanting to really hurt someone on purpose, she assumed everyone else was the same way. And so she maybe someone would hurt her, and she'd forgive them just because she'd assume they hadn't meant to and they had a good reason.. And, maybe, this was was why she needed friends like Seth. You know, people who were less naive and a little more informed about reality. Like the fact that some people do want to hurt you, it was as simple as that.
"Oh yes, I'm sooo scared that you'll rape me.." she said, with another laugh. Besides the fact that he wasn't a rapist-type, she always assumed he saw her like a little sister. And if he wasn't a rapist type, then he most definitely wasn't an incest-type. The fact that Seth usually maintained some sort of physical contact when around her meant nothing.. he was like that with everyone. And she was, too, actually Something about being able to feel the person there, like a reminder that they really were right there with her. She couldn't explain it. But she was often hugging her friends, or occasionally sitting on them or holding onto their hand or.. something.
She watched as he slid down the slide and stuck his tongue out at her, and she stuck her tongue out right back. "Race you to the top!" she yelled over to him, referring to the very highest slide, decorated to look like it came down from some sort of tower, attached to the big play-structure. Of course, she had a huge advantage here.. considering he was over by the other slide, while she was at the base of the structure.. all she'd have to do was get to the top. He would have to get to where she was before getting to the top. So she gave him a few seconds to get started, then hurried up in the direction of the tower-like thing.
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Joined: Jun 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 33 Karma: 0 |  | Re: too.oldforthis? [open] « Reply #5 on Jul 3, 2007, 9:28pm » | |
Not only did Seth tend to have problems with drugs and alcohol but sex as well, generally motivated by the drugs and alcohol he consumed. It wasn’t that he was a rapist or anything though he did tend to be a bit of a manwhore. It wasn’t unusual for his bed to be occupied with another form other than his own and sleeping wasn’t generally an option; well, at least not right away. Despite the fact that sex was one thing that got him into trouble often both with parents of the girls he slept with, cops, and himself, it was something he craved more than life itself.
The only person that Seth couldn’t actually see himself sleeping with was Rowan. Sure, he had thought about it and even wanted to though he felt she was a bit too special for him. She was important to him and she deserved much better than some druggie kid who happened to live on the same little street as him as a child. He would have given so many things to be with her but at the same time, he was too afraid. Most likely afraid that his issues with commitment would shine through. But oh, what he would have done for a chance with her.
Seth had yet to tell Rowan of the new addition to his life. Camden was one of the most important things in his life though he had always done his best to hide him; sending him to live with his grandmother for long periods of times. He rarely saw him but he supposed it was for the best. Afterall, he didn’t need to grow up the way Seth had or follow in his father’s footsteps. Seth had so badly wanted to let Rowan in on the secret he had been keeping from the rest of the world but the fear was consuming him. While the secret burned a hole in his sole, his fear ate away at the possibility of ever letting Rowan know how he felt about her.
”You should be, love. I’m wanted for rape in forty-eight states. You should be shaking in your little boots.” Motioning to her feet, he gave a saddened look upon realizing she wasn’t wearing boots. ”Oh damn.” He teased, his frown quickly turning to a grin. He took to poking her rather annoyingly at this point, giving her that classic ‘nanner nanner boo boo’ look as he did so. ”Watch where you stick that tongue, Missy. I might bite it off! Mwhahahaha.” Realizing that she had proposed a challenge, Seth flipped back his hoodie, resting his hands on his hips like some sort of superhero for a moment before running towards the tower she was speaking of. Seeing as she was already at the top, Seth figured he was going to have to use another superpower other than speed. Finally reaching the top, Seth wrapped his arms around Rowan to prevent her from going down the slide before. Rather than going down the slide before her though, he pulled her into his lap and slid down with her, landing with a harsh thud.
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Joined: Jun 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 21 Karma: 0 |  | Re: too.oldforthis? [open] « Reply #6 on Jul 3, 2007, 9:51pm » | |
"Only forty-eight?" Rowan asked, a teasing tone to her voice. "You'd never rape me. I'm too cute," she declared, with a grin. As if being too cute would prevent someone from wanting her. Well, maybe. If she was cute in that little-kid way. Which, some might say she was.. oh well. Cute like a little kid was a whole lot better than not cute at all, wasn't it? Even if you did happen to be interested in a guy who was a few years older and much more experienced in general than you. Because, she kind of figured that a guy like Seth didn't go for 'cute'. But then again.. how was she to know?
Err.. There was actually quite a lot she didn't know, about him and that sort of stuff. She assumed he was experienced because he was older, and quite good looking, and in a band.. A guy like that would have plenty of girls interested, wouldn't he? Even for just those shallow reasons. And then any girl who actually knew him, would have even more reasons to be interested.. meaning, there were sure to be plenty of people willing to have sex with him. And so there was no doubt that he'd done it. And she was just assuming (more assumptions here, of course) that his type was.. well, not like Rowan. But kind of sexy and older and.. She wasn't sure exactly.
But not her. She couldn't picture him being interested in her. For one thing, though Rowan had kissed guys.. she'd hardly gone beyond that. She was only sixteen, and a bit inexperienced with that sort of stuff, for her age. Also, a bit naive you could say. She didn't want to just have sex with the first guy willing. Even if plenty of other people were the type to do that, it just wasn't her. She kind of wanted to be in love, though she knew maybe that was a bit silly.. How many people seriously waited for love anymore? How many people even believed in love anymore? But this was Rowan, here, and she'd never had the most accurate view of reality, preferring her own more idealistic one.
"Ow," she said, laughing a bit, as they landed with a bit of noise. "Meanie." But it was obvious that she wasn't upset whatsoever, because liked his arms around her. And instead of pulling away to stand up, she snuggled a bit closer to his warm body, holding on so that he couldn't let go of her just yet. "Now you're stuck with me," she informed him. "It's your punishment for being a great big bully." And yes, she was calling him a bully, for making her slide down the slide with him, something she hadn't even minded. She could have a bit of an immature sense of humor that way.
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”Well yeah, but that’s not including Canadia or Mexico either.” His shoulders rolled into an innocent shrug, features holding a soft smirk. ”Oh yeah? Well guess what? The hedgehog that lives in my pants is cuterer. His name is Georgie. So HAH.” Yet again he stuck out his tongue like a childish five year old, looking very smug with himself. Cute was a mild way to describe Rowan. Yeah, she was cute but in that way that drove guys absolutely insane.
For the most part, Seth just threw his life around. He didn’t care enough at this point and he had fucked up too much to go back. Unless perhaps, someone truly close to him attempted to change him. Rowan, for example, would most likely be the only person capable of doing so. Honestly, life seemed quite pointless to him and he only stuck around for the sex, drugs, and rock and roll.
Ah yes, love. Well now, Seth had experienced that once and hadn’t ever thought he was going to again. Perhaps that was one reason as to why he was the extreme whore he was. After all, he lost his girlfriend and he had never stopped blaming himself for it. There were plenty of girls he had ‘things’ for or thought were absolutely gorgeous though loving them seemed out of the question. Frankly, Seth loved Rowan and despite the fact that he liked her, he didn’t love her in an intimate way. She was his best friend, had been for years and nothing was going to change that. Honestly, Rowan was one of the few reasons he still stuck around this dump that everyone called school.
Drawing Rowan a bit closer as she snuggled closer to him, he almost kissed her forehead, catching himself before he actually did it. Instead, he ruffled her hair, knowing how it drove girls absolutely crazy. ”Look at that, Rowan has bed head.” He smirked, gasping at her comment. ”Oh no, not that!” Well now, if he was stuck with her, he might as well make the best of it, eh? He held her down slightly, tickling her side as he did so, eventually sliding off the slide.
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Joined: Jun 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 21 Karma: 0 |  | Re: too.oldforthis? [open] « Reply #8 on Jul 5, 2007, 6:29pm » | |
Rowan stuck her tongue out at him, too. Kind of like revenge? Despite has warning from the last time she'd done that, that he might just bite it off. "But you didn't rape the hedgehog.. did you?" Her immature fire-year-old look was replaced by a slightly disturbed expression, as she thought that over. Raping a hedgehog..? "Or are you wanted for hedgehog rape in forty nine states? OOH! I bet you are. I bet that's what you spent all those years doing, not touring with the band at all.."
Although, thinking about that, she realized she really didn't know much about what he'd been up to while he was gone. For all she knew, he really was off traveling to 49 of the 50 states to rape hedgehogs.. Okay, she seriously doubted that possibility. But still. Anything could have happened, for all she knew. Maybe he'd joined the circus and traveled with them, falling in love with a a tight-rope walker and.. Rowan actually laughed at this thought. Her ideas were getting a bit ridiculous.
In reality, he was likely to have gone off with his band, did the whole rock star thing for a while.. drinking, drugs, sex, whatever. And then.. something, to make him come back. Because she kind of doubted that he just decided one day, that he was sick of that life and would rather go back to school. So there had to be a reason.. but Rowan wasn't about to ask him, now or ever. He'd tell her, wouldn't he? If he felt like she should know. And if he didn't tell her, there'd have to be a reason.. Honestly, she expected to never really know everything that happened while he hadn't been around. Just like he'd probably never know everything that happened with her, however generally uneventful it had been.
"I can't look at it.. it's on my head.." she complained, slightly whining, but smiling. "Besides. I bet Rowan's still cute even with bed head.. But is Seth?" With that said, she reached up to ruffle his hair a bit, making sure she got it plenty messed up. "Torture, isn't it? Being stuck with me.." She grinned, but that was interrupted by giggles as he tickled her side. Rowan was very ticklish. "Meanie," she accused, though the word was mostly lost among all her giggles.
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Watching as she stuck her tongue out, Seth threw his hands up in the air. ”That’s it!” He had warned her. Pinning her to the ground, he let his lips brush against hers for a brief moment, releasing her after his actions. ”Is that enough of a warning or do I actually have to bite your tongue off?” He smiled softly though inside he was feeling a bit jittery about what her reaction would be. He had liked her for the longest time but that hadn’t meant she felt the same. ”Oh dear, you discovered my secret. Please don’t tell the hedgehogs though; I don’t want them to run from me.”
Music. It was all the boy had. Sitting and playing music had certainly reminded Seth of just how much he hated not being in a band at the moment. Music had always been apart of his life and he knew he would never give it up. There had been one point in which he had managed to scrape together a successful band, holding position as lead guitarist, though it eventually came to an end when Mikayla had died. Once more he had nestled himself in the music life as a lead guitarist though that had grown old seeing as the music seemed to get more and more softened and mushy with each song that was created. Though there was the absence of the after gig parties he missed, not to mention the security of someone actually having his back. He was confined these days to playing in the park for passing senior citizens who really didn’t give a fuck. Playing a bit of guitar would have been the best choice right now but instead he found himself with Rowan. Seth really was quite retarded.
Seth was far from proud of the things he had done and he wasn’t exactly thrilled to spill the beans. He felt like telling Rowan more than anything though he didn’t know how exactly to go about doing that. It wasn’t too easy to come out and say ‘Hey Rowan, wanna hear how I fucked up my life?’ Yeah, he wished it was as simple as that. Someday he was going to have to let her in on what had happened just as he hoped that one day he would learn what she had been up to these past few years.
”You’re just an underachiever. Special peoples like me can see the top of their heads, durr.” He stated matter of factly, shrugging at her comment. ”Probably.” I mean, c’mon, he was always cute. He stared at her with a gaping look as she touched his hair, falling over on the ground and twitching uncontrollably. She messed up his hair, what would he do now? Keep tickling her, duh.
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Joined: Jun 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 21 Karma: 0 |  | Re: too.oldforthis? [open] « Reply #10 on Jul 8, 2007, 9:48am » | |
Rowan could feel her heart actually speed up as his lips brushed against hers.. "Seth," she said, with a bit of a grin, "If that's you're way of convincing me not to stick my tongue out at you.. It's not very convincing." And with that said, she stuck her tongue out at him again. Did he have any idea that she liked him, she wondered? Because she did, of course she did.. But she couldn't possibly be his type, could she? Rowan had tried to figure it out a million times, if there was a chance he might. But she usually ended up convincing herself that he thought of her like a little sister or something.. Not someone he'd be interested in. And sometimes, she wondered why he was even friends with her. Just because they lived on the same street when they were kids?
"HA! Now I can blackmail you," she said, laughing. "What do I get if I don't tell the hedgehogs?" Of course, Rowan probably had plenty of little things to blackmail him with, things that had happened when they were younger that, maybe, he wouldn't want other people to know now. Or maybe not. Maybe he didn't care.. But she knew he'd know a few things that she wouldn't exactly want to share with the world. Like the fact that for a whole year, her favorite music was those pop-singing girl groups like 'Play'.. you know, the ones where no one can really sing but the 14-year-old girls just look so unbelievably cool that all the little 11-year-olds can't help but love it? Yeah, Rowan had been one of those obsessed 11-year-olds. And Seth had probably been forced to endure listening to that kind of stuff for at least a few hours a week the entire time she liked that kind of music.
That was the weird thing about childhood friends, people you'd known forever. But the good thing, too. See, they knew all those embarrassing little things that you'd want to forget about, that you'd never tell someone now. And they still liked you. How many of her friends from just high school could she tell about that kind of stuff, without them maybe thinking less of her? Even if they had equally embarrassing aspects from before they were teenagers. When you meet someone at this age, don't you like to leave the impression that you were always this cool?
"Am not an underachiever." But she looked up at his head, and grinned. "Darn. Still cute." Cuter, actually, with his hair all messed up... but maybe she wouldn't tell him that, or where was the fun in messing up his hair? "I'll.. beat you up.." she threatened, between laughs while being tickled. "If you don't stop.. tickling me." As if she could actually beat him up.. although, she was pretty good at fighting if she fought unfairly. You know, biting, scratching, pulling hair.. ha.
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