Re: and i will be s t r o n g, `esther. « Reply #15 on Jul 9, 2007, 10:59am »
esther. even when it all goes wrong.
Esther nodded. "I'm sorry, Erick. I'm just, this is new to me." She murmured gently into his ear, running her fingers down his back. "I just...I'm a little nervous, that's all." She murmured. She shivered as he rocked her back and forth, kissing her lips lightly. Esther wrapped her arms around his neck, smiling. She as well hated awkward moments, and knew by staying in the pool she'd only lead him on.
"If you want, maybe you could draw me." She kissed him again once more, clearing her throat. "You can use my drawing stuff." She offered, kissing his neck, her hair still dripping down onto the both of them, her arms around his neck.
Re: and i will be s t r o n g, `esther. « Reply #16 on Jul 9, 2007, 11:52am »
Erick pressed his lips to hers and shook his head, just kissing her continuously, just soft little kisses. He was trying to just calm her down, calm her down enough so that she wouldn't feel like he was about to rape her or anything. Thatr was the last thing that he would do, rape somebody, Erick was actually a really nice person who took people's feelings to head and all he wanted to do was make her feel comfortable.
Erick pulled her over to the shallow end of the pool and sat down on one of the steps, and the water was a little bit below his shoulders. He smiled and pulled her into his lap, sideways so that he could still see her. He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her neck softly, "here in a bit, i guess."
Re: and i will be s t r o n g, `esther. « Reply #17 on Jul 9, 2007, 11:58am »
esther. scribble out the truth with their lies.
Esther loved the feeling of his lips on hers. On her neck, on her ear. It made her shiver. There was no way that he could like her. He was a whore, right? He did this to every girl, and apparently every boy too, just to get in their pants. But no matter how hard Esther tried to remind herself of that, she couldn't. She always dreaded the moment the kiss let up or when his lips were taken off of hers.
She kissed him back, running her fingers through his hair gently, her legs extended over hers and her arms balancing herself by clinging to him, her softly pressed against hers, linining his lips with her tongue gently.
Re: and i will be s t r o n g, `esther. « Reply #18 on Jul 9, 2007, 12:34pm »
Sure, there wasn't any feeling behind what he was doing, this was his idea of fun. Not trying to hurt her mind you, but just kissing her, touching her, all of that fun stuff. He had no idea what exactly it was that she felt about him, what her feelings for him were, not an idea at all. Well, he knew that she didn't completely hate thim, because, well, it's pretty obvious that if you hated somebody the last thing you would do was let them kiss you the way that he was kissing her.
As they had their lips pressed together he parted his slightly, and let his hands roam over her. Starting at her waist and then moving down to rub her thighs lightly and then back up again, probably getting too close to her chest for her liking.
Re: and i will be s t r o n g, `esther. « Reply #19 on Jul 18, 2007, 6:16pm »
always something there to remind me. you'll always be a part of me.
When she was younger, Esther was close to mute. Not because she had trouble speaking, just because she chose not to. This didn't stop her from making friends. Surprisingly, people did like Esther. But, she got pushed around frequently. She was never a leader, and never had been even when she was younger. She got into loads of trouble in public school because her so called "friends" would drag her around in their schemes and then when they got caught, ditch her or blame her.
Esther had always had difficulty saying no. Most people had no problem with it. If they didn't want something or if they wanted something, they could easily vocalize it. To Esther, it was much harder than that. She kissed him back, shivers running through her spine and bones, closing her eyes in ecstasy. She had never been kissed before, if you counted Dorian's little kiss before the party, that didn't count.
She closed her eyes, really not wanting this to end, but she had to make it. She closed her eyes, looking away and breathing in and out. "Erick...please." She whimpered.